Wedding Bells

One of my best friends got married today and I am sitting here gutted that I couldn't make it.

I had to turn down the invitation by Paul and Karen because the wedding was held in Taunton and I didn't want to agree to go and then have any problems when travelling across to England and no showing thus costing them a seat at the reception.

It's a bugger having to get over the troubles I have dealt with because I can never do things I want to do. I'm not sure whether they will understand why I couldn't push myself to attend but I hope they will realise that I didn't want to let them down even if, by turning down the invite, I was doing just that.

It is better to have done it this way than to have said 'yes' and then never turned up today.